haven't updated in ages .. well overall things are fine =)
i haven't updated cuz i dont bother talkin bout whats been up..but i do gotta say one thing* 
thanks to all around me: my family, my bestfrd, close frds n those dat care for me whom i care for*
you have given me the strength to help me move on n believe in myself =)
u know who u guys are..even if u dont read this =)

things have changed as usual*
bad n good... but still leaning towards my good side~
just thanks to all..
and thank god..or buddha =\ for the strength thats in me*

pix of me n those i luv=)

Imma shine, Im gonna make it
Aint nothing to it to it
Ill take it (i take it)
I feel it (i feel it)
Ill flip it (ill flip it)
Pull it pull it ill straight get it
Imma climb
I aint waitin
theres no end to the money im makin
for streetin for chasin we get it in
the crunk hatin

Enough dont believe you dont succeed
and if you dont apply you wont achieve
you keep ya head up high
feet down low follow your heart
till you get to the door
bells and wheels and wheels away
never trust a soul im here to say
Stop dependin on and be yourself
and grab a hold and dont look left
so take a swing and heres your chance
you got nothing to lose so make a stance
the clock is tickin and time aint waitin with ya
all alone see thats what your facin

Ya i know imma make the albums pay for this
Imma with ya in the eye lookin for the ten for this
and i dont steal for this i pimp for this
ill ryme for around one hundered round clip for this
what happen to the struggle its called
and eviction notice
now people strong self evicken notice
perscription cops serve keep it real
that fine but if i get wit it imma face some time
and its hard being young and rich
trying to survive
trying to keep a shot to shine
on the poor headed ties
couple of meals in a vine
and a new whip for the wife
top that shit this is my life

Chorus
Imma shine, Im gonna make it
Aint nothing to it to it
Ill take it (i take it)
I feel it (i feel it)
Ill flip it (ill flip it)
Pull it pull it ill straight get it
Imma climb
I aint waitin
theres no end to the money im makin
for streetin for chasin we get it in
the crunk hatin

Im gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gona feel it and you gonna get it
Im gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gonna get it and you gonna feel it
Im gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gona feel it and you gonna get it
Im gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gonna get it and you gonna feel it

C= family together <3

yesh~ my familee was together IN VANCOUVEr for once..since 4 yrs agoXP
we didn't do much..just like any normal family*
we did get to eat together once =P lol  and took like 6 pictures~
but the smallest moments we shared together meant everything!!
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't awesome XP
but we did argue...it was like everything we misse dout as a family happened=P
but no ore big arguements like before...all grown up n very mature lah~
*including my parents? lol...we just try to go with what they want*

lately been focusing more on school =)
gotta say BIG THANKS to stephen.Juliane. & Eddy for givin me advice*
or just letting me blabb...Lmao~

BIG THANKS - -  to those that asked about m mom =)
she's doing great~ she'll be back home on sunday after surgery..
but still needs lotsa resting* thats why my aunt and dad ish here<3
daddy love and sister love all the way from calgary =D

enjoy these gay pix of us CX
 

mamas back
. ..Dailow's back =)

and hopefully my baba will make it* den he shall complete my wish* =)
close to 4 yrs since my whole family has been together =P
i'll be honest ..i do enjoy being alone sometimes..
but it's a diff story when it comes to having ur family around to love =D
to be in diff places..& JUST knowin that they love u..just aint quite enuff sometimes =P 

2dae my big bro & mama was playing the violin..while me n 2nn bro played piano*
or drums . ..or electric piano = = we actualle took turns in everything
...even when some of us didn't know how to play every intrusment we had*
it felt like we had a big band or something...LmaO~  XD  was fun ..
this happened at 1am too = =

a n y w a y s . ..    . .

new song =)    totallee describes how i feel..if u understand mandarin = =

new fav quote:     u make a living from what u get ..
                             but u make a life from what u give =*)

*find the peace in me*

yet another year ish coming up ..thoe im upset that the sun ish leaving us~
but that would only mean...beautiful white x~mas ish coming ahead*
(or more like.."trick or treat" ..and den boxing dae =D)

but anyways..a closed door will only lead to another open one=)
so much i needa learn ..so much out there!!
..so much i wanna learn that i dun even know that exists@@"
but yeah ..i really shud learn how to just go with things as they
come to me this year* well for sure..i'd have thoughts for my future*
but no pressure on that ..i needa relax =D and just LIVE & ENJOY!!!

but YEAH!! totally a lot to look forward to* one big thing . .. 
MY FAMILY ISH GONNA BE IN ONE PLACE TOGETHER!! since 2003 lah~~
and as for myself:  needa learn how to be more agressive..
and sweep those things away that hurts me deeply = =
and learn how to accept whats actuallee around me =D
my loved ones..the ugly or pretty truth =) etc etc etc*
dun need to rush things =) i just gotta take my time..
got SO MUCH time ahead of me~  no need to stress on stupid things mang*
**easy to say ..hard to do     . . ..      .    ..       but   t r y i n g =)  **

happi bdae to all august babies =)
especially to my big.bro..
happee 26th Hei hei~ (philip) <3